The Storm

The crossing from Porquerolles to Corsica drained both of us, in different ways. So, when the boat was secure in the bay at La Revellata, we had a cup of tea and some marmite on toast, before collapsing into bed for a grateful night’s sleep. The following morning brought a low-pressure system racing towards us from the French mainland. There were few places to hide. We seldom go into marinas, mainly because of the cost, but we put our tails between our legs and sought refuge in Calvi’s harbour. We motored across under a glowering sky. The bay was still calm and another Ovni idled at a mooring ball not far from the beach. 

Alter tied up in Calvi before the storm

The marina RIB directed us to an exposed looking finger that lay open to the harbour entrance. Our request to move a little deeper into the harbour for protection received an indifferent Corsican shrug in response. I wasn’t sure if they hadn’t understood, or just didn’t give a toss.

We secured the laid lines to the bow cleats and pulled the stern as far from the concrete finger as we dared. We had to position Alter far enough away from anything solid to make sure her stern wouldn’t hit the finger. At the same time, we had to be close enough for the ladder to reach the shore, so we could disembark without getting wet. We doubled up the stern lines and took lines from midships to the finger to make Alter as secure as possible.

With the boat secure, we headed off into town to get some supplies and to search for a part for the gas system, which had developed a leak. On the way back from the shops it began to rain and we quickened our pace. The weather had sneaked up on us while we weren’t looking and had already whipped the bay into a seething maelstrom. The mooring buoy field, where the solitary Ovni had whiled the afternoon, was a line of breakers angrily pounding the shore. The Ovni was gone. 

We arrived at the marina in driving rain, trying vainly to keep our shopping dry. When we saw Alter, we started to run. The marina was bedlam. Crews raced about trying to secure their boats. Alter, alone at the end of her finger, was bucking like an unbroken pony. She thrashed at her mooring lines, trying to break free. We watched in horror as a huge swell lifted her bow and smashed her stern against the concrete. 

We had to get on board, but it was dangerous. The boarding ladder, precarious in the calm, had been flung from its place on the sugar scoop. A bent rung betrayed where it had come in to contact with something immovable.

We waited for a lull, and I leapt onto the sugar scoop. One of the new mooring lines, with a breaking strain of over five tonnes, hung limp in the water, splayed fibre testimony to the force that had snapped it. There was still a vicious surge in the harbour with the danger of the stern being smashed against the jetty again, so I ran forward to pull us even further away from the concrete while Nicky eased the stern lines. When we had done all we could, we retreated to the cabin to unpack our sodden shopping and change into dry clothes.

Alter in the marina after the storm had passed

When the sea subsided, we emerged to crisp clouds and snow-draped mountains. I tried to get ashore using the damaged ladder as a passerelle. The dock was too far away and the swell still too big to rest one end on the sugar scoop and the other on the dock, so I rigged a line from the arch to support the ladder at its mid-point. Unfortunately, I didn’t get the mid-point quite right, because when I passed the halfway mark, gravity intervened. I had no intention of falling into the frigid water, so I clung desperately to the ladder, which writhed like an angry snake. My groin broke my fall and Nicky carefully retrieved me back to the boat while I tried not to cry. We shortened the stern lines again and I managed to get ashore without any more injury to pride or body.

The following morning a thin wind from the mountains had us dressed for winter. But it had flattened the sea and had enough strength to fill our sails. We still had over four hundred miles to go to Balestrate in Sicily, where we had to catch our flight to the UK. Seventeen days seemed like plenty of time to cover the distance, but we needed a weather window for the long crossing from Sardinia to Sicily, and wanted to get the autohelm fixed before then. So we departed Calvi for Bonifacio, where we hoped to find some of the spares that we needed. 

Bonifacio and the entrance to the harbour

Bonifacio perches on what seems to be an unbroken line of sea cliffs on the southern shore of Corsica. From the sea, it’s hard to imagine that it has a harbour. The chart shows an entrance to the east of the red and white lighthouse. But even through binoculars, the cliffs there seemed impenetrable. We dropped our sails and motored cautiously towards the light house. A small boat carrying tourists materialised from the rock and darted into a deep sea cave at the base of the cliff. The channel finally revealed itself, bounded by sheer rock on either side. We followed the narrow channel and turned sharply right turn towards the town. We slipped into an inlet just before the marina where there were mooring balls and hard points ashore to secure the stern. It was a new manoeuvre for us. The inlet was narrow, leaving little room to pick up the mooring ball. 

Pulling the stern in at Bonifacio

We secured the bow, but before I could get ashore in the dingy with a stern line, the wind blew us off and left Alter in the middle of the channel, parallel to the shore. I kept rowing, but the mooring line wasn’t long enough. I didn’t have another with me, so I tied the dingy’s painter to the end of the mooring line and kept rowing.

I was still a meter away from the shore when I ran out of line and I was forced to jump overboard and become part of the rope by hanging on to the dingy with one hand and reaching for an anchor point ashore with the other. We finally secured the boat, very happy that there’d been no witnesses.

Bonifacio

We took the burst hydraulic line to the only chandler in town, who greeted it with blank incomprehension. Our last chance to get the autohelm repaired before the crossing to Sicily was in Olbia in Sardinia so we left Bonifacio the following morning and continued south, threading our way through the Maddalena archipelago, the islands that speckle Sardinia’s north-east coast. Warm azure water lured us to linger, but another low pressure system threatened and we wanted to be sheltered when it struck.

We tied up alongside a stone quay in Olbia’s old harbour with the help of some local fishermen, and I immediately set out to find a chandler. Six kilometres of walking and two chandlers later, the man behind the counter shook his head ruefully at the sight of the hose and sent me to Gottardi, a tyre specialist, two doors down. I was dubious, but desperate and went there with the burst hose and a bag full of pessimism.

The Gottardi man spoke little English. He gravely inspected the perished hose and its fittings. ‘No inox.’

‘Scusi?’ I asked, in my best Italian.

‘This inox. We no have inox.’

By then I’d learned that inox is a French abbreviation for stainless steel and guessed that it was the same in Italian, but I didn’t have a clue what bog standard steel was called. ‘You have steel?’

He shrugged as if I’d just asked a stupid question, ‘Si!’

‘You can make one?’

I followed him down a short ramp to a basement filled with spare parts and heavy machinery. He rummaged through cardboard boxes of fittings, selected two, tested them, cut a piece of hose to length and took the pieces to a large red crimping machine.

Ten minutes I had a newly manufactured hose, almost identical to the sample that I had brought him, and a bill for thirty-five euros.

I presented the hose to Nicky with a flourish, as if it was a trophy. But getting the hose made was the easy part. The hydraulic ram had to be removed from a confined space under the cockpit that was barely big enough for an octopus. Nicky took over when my cramped hands couldn’t hold the spanner any more. Her skinny fingers had more room to manoeuvre. But once the new hose was fitted, the ram had to be replaced again, a process that drew blood and a litany of profanities from both of us. Then the system had to be bled through a  bleed screw that refused to budge. With the help of some heat we managed to loosen it, almost losing the tiny ball bearing that jumped out and fled towards the cockpit drain with purpose. And when the system had been bled  and refilled with hydraulic oil, it had to be recalibrated. It refused. We followed the instructions precisely, but every time the process was complete, we got an error message. Night fell and we went to bed exhausted and frustrated. I lay awake half the night, going through the steps in my mind, trying to determine what we were doing wrong until eventually I fell into a restless sleep.

The following morning after breakfast we tried the calibration again and it worked first time. We were ready to press on south, but the low pressure system was still lurking, so we postponed our departure for another day and, with Alter safely tied up in Olbia’s secure harbour, we went shopping for a new mirror for the head.

The Crossing

We woke to an unfamiliar motion. It was a calm morning off La Ciotat, with barely a ripple in the bay, but enough of a swell to remind us that we were no longer landlubbers.

After breakfast, we weighed anchor and set sail for Porquerolles, 30 miles away. The fresh southerly breeze and calm seas allowed us an easy run, with no warning of what was to come. We crossed the traffic separation scheme outside Toulon with a tinge of anxiety, but it was unfounded and the only ships we saw were safely tied up in the port. 

A little after three that afternoon, we dropped anchor off Porquerolles. Once the boat was secure, we began planning our twenty-hour crossing to Calvi in Corsica for the following afternoon.

We had never sailed out of sight of land before without a seasoned skipper on board. We had crossed the Drake Passage between Cape Horn and Antarctica the previous year, but I had spent most of the time curled in the foetal position feeling sorry for myself.

My seasickness hadn’t presented itself since leaving Marseille, but conditions had been near perfect, and I had very little confidence that the deferral would continue. 

The navigation was simple. After rounding Porquerolles, we would head almost due east with nothing but sea between us and Corsica. But the weather gave us pause. The forecast was for winds of about 25 knots from the south during the night, which would be perfect for the crossing. Knowing that wind strengths are often underestimated, we added 10% to the forecast, for an expected wind speed of about 30 knots. Waves of not more than two meters were expected.

In order to arrive during daylight, we decided to leave at 15:30, which would allow plenty of time to prepare for our first night passage, and also to arrive at our destination in the middle of the following day, giving us plenty of leeway for the unforeseen. 

Alter at anchor off Porquerolles

My seasickness hadn’t presented itself since leaving Marseille, but conditions had been near perfect, and I had very little confidence that the deferral would continue. I went to bed with anxiety gnawing at my stomach like a rat.

The following morning we launched Persephone for a trip into town and were reacquainted with our irascible outboard. It would not idle. I adjusted the idle screw until the engine ran without cutting out, but it was idling so fast that I dared not put it in gear.

So, I adjusted it back to a slower setting and had to keep blipping the throttle to stop the engine from dying. It worked in theory. But when we neared the beach, we came very close to being the afternoon’s entertainment. When we slowed to line up with the beach, the motor died and left us drifting. The pull cord resisted heroically and tried to rip my hand from my arm every time the motor caught. And then, when it was running, if I dared slow down, the motor died again.

Fortunately, the beach was sandy at the water’s edge and we could safely approach with a little bit of speed so that I could kill the motor and lift it before we hit the sand.

We eventually made it to the beach…

Porquerolles is a holiday town, but summer was still a month away and the crowd was thin. We wandered around a little and stopped for an ice cream before returning to Alter to prepare for the crossing.

As our departure time neared, I considered the 120 miles between us and Calvi with trepidation. It seemed like an ocean. We’d spent a lot of time going over the weather forecasts, checking the GRIBs for the route and taking every precaution to ensure that we were doing the right thing. We were sheltered from the fresh southerly breeze on the north of the island as we motored out of the bay. Rounding the north side of the island, the breeze began to build. By the time we were clear of the land it had freshened to 20 knots.  We tucked a reef into the main and  rolled out most of the genoa.

But the wind hadn’t read the forecast and, before the hour was up, we cinched a second reef and rolled the genoa in to the next mark. The sun fell and the darkness swept down on us with more wind and waves. 

I was still feeling fine, so I went forward to put the third, and final, reef in for the night. It was apparent that the forecast had underestimated the wind’s resolve. Even the extra 10% that we’d added as a precaution didn’t come close to the gale that began howling and threatened to tear the wind generator from its mountings.

We needed to stop it, but it wasn’t easy. There was a little rope that we had to pull to bring the blades in line with the wind to stop them. But the wind was in front of us and the spinning blades were between us and the rope. It was necessary to climb the pushpit, reach over the solar panels and slip my arm between the solar panel and the spinning blade, through a gap that was barely bigger than the diameter of my arm. The boat was heaving over the swell, which added an unwanted complication. I slid my hand underneath with trepidation and, just when I thought that the string was in reach, I lifted my arm a little too much and a blade hit my watch with a loud crack. I reflexively snatched my arm back and eyed the howling disk warily for a second attempt.

Nicky persuaded me that her arm was thinner than mine and that it would be easier for her. She climbed the pushpit while I held on to her to stop her from going overboard. Her grip was surer than mine and she soon grabbed the rope and swivelled the blades out of the wind, putting an end to the dreadful vibration.

One problem had been solved, but the wind continued to grow and the night ahead seemed to stretch on to infinity.

We prepared ourselves for the worst, with our lifejackets and harnesses on, tucked into our foulies, and the first watch keeper – me – equipped with both the integral AIS and also a small EPIRB.

Nicky made me a flask of tea and then went below at 20:00. While she tried to get some sleep the wind finally settled at a sustained 40 knots. A swell of over four meters pushed us on the starboard quarter, and set up an uncomfortable corkscrew motion. Despite the cocktail of drugs that I had swallowed, my condition began to circle the drain.

My seasickness takes on a peculiar form. I wish it was the more traditional nausea that can be relieved a little by expelling some of the misery in a good vomit. But mine is more like an onset of epilepsy combined with a touch of psychosis.

It begins fairly traditionally with a cold sweat, little gasps for more air and an unsettled feeling in my stomach. But it progresses to vision disturbance, the inability to tolerate anything in my line of sight and muscular tics.

By the time Nicky emerged for her watch at 23:00, I was in full Cuckoo’s Nest, flapping about like a landed fish. Nicky helped me below and had to take my foulies off for me because I had no control over my arms. She got me into the aft cabin, where we had prepared a bunk, and tucked me in. I had enough sense in me to feel despair because I knew that I had become almost useless and that Nicky was going to have to make the rest of the crossing on her own.

Fortunately, Nicky is at her best in adversity and she rose to the challenge. When my shaking eventually stopped, I lapsed into a blissful oblivion. Through my addled sleep I heard the winch grinding now and then as Nicky adjusted the genoa, reeling it in to a rag when the wind threatened to overpower her, then letting it out a little when it eased.

Nicky’s voice penetrated my restless sleep. It was time for my watch but, although I had largely recovered, I knew that if I moved from the horizontal, I wouldn’t last five minutes. I would be able to help her in extremis, but doing a solo watch was out of the question.

‘There’s a ship heading straight for us!’ she yelled over the wind.

‘It should move out of the way when it sees us on AIS.’

‘It’s getting pretty close.’

There wasn’t much scope for turning in the conditions, but right of way means little when a sailing boat and a container vessel collide. ‘If he’s not turning, we’ll have to.’

And the only thing I remember until much later was Nicky’s greeting to the ship as it slid past in the darkness, having kept doggedly to its course. ‘VAFFANCULO, YOU FUCKING ARSEHOLE.’ I didn’t know that she could speak Italian.

Nicky sailed on into the night alone while I lay below with my nightmares. But hers were real. Around three in the morning, the boat drifted off its course. Since we’d left Marseille the autohelm had performed flawlessly, giving us the confidence to shelter under the spray dodger in the worst weather and allow the autohelm to keep a constant angle to the wind.

But when it drifted off, Nicky couldn’t do anything to persuade it to return to our course, or even to hold it. She tried  heading-hold in case the wind computer had failed, but that wouldn’t work either. It meant that she could no longer shelter from the weather and was forced to spend the rest of the night at the wheel. 

She called me when land was in sight the wind had died a little. The sea was still up but the motion was easier. I managed to rouse and dress myself and join her on deck in time to see the mountains of Corsica emerge from the gloom. 

I took the wheel and suggested that Nicky go below, but there was still too much adrenaline flowing through her and, although she was exhausted, she wanted to be there to the end. I tried the autohelm again when it was light in the hope that we could identify the problem but, although all the indications were normal, it wouldn’t respond. 

Nicky, a little weather-beaten but happy after we dropped anchor at Revellata.

It was midday before we nudged into the Golfe de Revellata, a small bay to the west of Calvi, across the water from the citadel. It was sheltered and calm, a strange contrast to the tempestuous night. We stowed the mainsail, reefed the genoa and motored to a quiet corner of the bay, where we dropped anchor.

While Nicky had a well-deserved shower I made her marmite on toast for breakfast. I put her to bed and told her what an amazing job she had done. Then I put the sail covers on and secured the boat, while feeling abashed at my impotence.